Kamis, 23 Juni 2011

Letting Go.

Things are gettin' out of control
Feels like I'm runnin' out of soul
You are getting heavy to hold
Think I'll be letting you go
My self portrait shows a man
That the wealth tortured, self
absorbed with his own self
Forfeit a shelf full of awards
Worshipin' the warships to set sail
on my sea of life
Where I see my own self and
wonder if we still see alike
We was tight seein' lights, speakin'
right and breathin' life
Now I see my demons and barely
even sleep at night
I don't get high, life keep me at a
decent height
As the old me, I predicted all my
recent plights
Exhausted tryin' to fall asleep, losses
at my recent fights
Burdens on my shoulders now
burnin' all my motives down
Inspiration dryin' up, motivation
slowin' down
Things are gettin' out of control
Feels like I'm runnin' out of soul
You are getting heavy to hold
Think I'll be letting you go
Think I'll let you go
I'm beggin' you, don't let me go, we
vow like the letter O
To never go our separate ways or
spin off into separate shows
Tired of all the words you're
changin', playin' all these extra roles
Filled with all these different spirits
livin' off these separate souls
Point in life is gettin' hollow, can't
wait for the exit hole
Give me room to entry wound, let
me in or let me go
So I can roam around this
wilderness
See it for what it really is, I'm
prepared and filterless
Magnify the euphony, alibi the
shootin' spree
Amplify the revolution, sanitize the
lunacy
Strip away the justice, justify the
scrutiny
I can see the lasers shootin' out of
you and me
Things are gettin' out of control
Feels like I'm runnin' out of soul
You are getting heavy to hold
Think I'll be letting you go
Think I'll be letting you go
Sometimes I feel like the world
Sometimes I feel like the world is
against me
And everythin' that I've done before
I swear we used to be so pure
But we can't be in love no more
'Cause I don't wanna fight this war
But when I put down my gun
I turn around and pick up one
This Uzi weighs a ton
But I think I'm done
Things are gettin' out of control
Feels like I'm runnin' out of soul
You are getting heavy to hold
Think I'll be letting you go
Think I'll be letting you go
Things are gettin', gettin' out of
control, oh
Said it feels like, like I'm runnin' out
of soul
You're getting heavy to hold
Think I'll be letting you go
Letting you go


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when you have to let go something good, when they have found their own happiness, when they don't need you anymore, when I cry because of my stupidity and the only friend of mine is Kazamidori..

Rabu, 22 Juni 2011

Zombie Disease Is In The House

Good morning guys! Do you know what time is it? Yes, it's 03.28 a.m. Fyi, I have to go to school at 06.30 a.m because I'll attend a seminar. Actually, I don't really want to go but it's a responsibility. Yes, I am a member of Student Organization. *ocassion*

I don't know why, every holiday night I always got this zombie disease. Feels like Insomnia but it isn't. I sleep in the noon. Yes, it's absolutely a zombie disease. Please! Is there anybody here who has the cure of zombie disease?! I really really need help. My friend, Steven, starts calling me zombie because of my habits lately. Ergh.. Kinda frustrating.


CHARACTERISTICS OF ZOMBIE DISEASE
1. You can't sleep in the night
2. You never feel sleepy in the night
3. You always sleep when the sun is up. In other word, noon.
4. You're getting lazy for take a bath. Wait.. I think that's just for me. That's my habit every holiday HaHaHa =))


It's kinda annoying when you realized that everybody is sleeping, dreaming about their crush and etc but you're not! You can't! You keep try and try to close your eyes but seems like they just don't want to.

Senin, 20 Juni 2011

Just a humble note: Keeping me stronger :-)

Just a humble note: Keeping me stronger :-): "Pernah ngerasa kalo life's unfair? Absolutely yes!! Sirik ngeliat orang yang hidupnya 'terlihat' bahagia terus, semua keinginannya terpenuhi..."

Minggu, 12 Juni 2011

Teori Konspirasi Project-7♥♥♥

Sesuai janji, aku bakal nerangin tentang 4 elemen. Here we gooooo!



by: Rivan Ardyanto Sutoyo

Inspirasi ini tercipta saat
aku membuka facebook,
tapi sebenarnya tercipta
ketika aku beradi di motor
di bawah terik matahari di
tengah kemacetan sampai
tetes keringat membasahi
rona pipiku. Teringat 4
anak kecil yang terlalu baik
untuk saya.

Semua orang ga ada yang
sama, satu sama lain,
mereka punya pikiran,
imajinasi, hobi, sifat,
karakter dan tingkah laku
yg berbeda-beda pula. Saya
punya rumus
persahabatan:
4 anak kecil + 4 elemen alam + LISTRIK vs hati yg
dingin
equivalen dengan
CARE + LOVE + LAUGH +
HAPPY + SHINE + SMILE +
HEART + GOOD + KINDNESS +
CHEER UP + SPIRIT + FIGHTING + GROW UP +
RISEN UP!

EARTH --> menurut saya
Nadhira
AIR --> menurut saya Riany
FIRE --> menurut saya
Muthi'ah
WATER --> menurut saya
Yuni


1) EARTH -> berbicara ttg
alam, khususnya mineral di
batuan dan tanah. Sifatnya
agak keras dan memerlukan air dalam proses hidupnya. Yuk kita
ibaratkan, tanah apabila
diberi air maka dia akan
hidup dan berbunga serta
berakar kuat. Tapi
sebaliknya, apabila tidak diberi air (dikecewakan),
maka dia akan gersang dan
tidak bertumbuh. Sama kayak si dhira ini. Dia perlu
support orang, sedikit
perasa dan cinta
kedamaian, bisa
mendamaikan/mencairkan
suasana, orangnya cukup
terbuka. Tapi, tipikalnya
sulit ditebak (akar kan bisa
kemana2). GAWAT!
Tipenya agak pedas di
omongan dan sikap (batu).
Style-nya naturalis habis lah
dan setia serta apa adanya.
Karakter: Toph (avatar)

2) AIR -> menurut si gue
mah Riany, hehe.. Air itu udara. Udara itu bebas, ada
dimana aja, ga terbatas
dimensi ruang dan waktu.
Riany itu orangnya fresh-
minded alias open minded di
setiap kondisi apapun. Dia
bisa mencari udara2 lain
ketika dia letih dan tak bisa
melangkah. Tipe orang yg
terbuka bgt, sedikit perasa,
namun berbelit-belit -_- sulit
fokus dan kurang
konsentrasi, tak jarang
membuat udara kehilangan
lajunya. Karena pikirannya
agak berbelit-belit
seringkali membentuk
badai/tornado/cyclone dan
merusak segalanya. Kacau pelajaran, kacau pikiran,
ucrat acret deh. Tapi, dgn
semangat dan auranya dia bisa menghidupkan
suasana sekalipun dia
hanya tersenyum tanpa
satu kata (Aang!)

3) FIRE -> wow api! Panas..
Ya itulah muthi yg kami kenal. Api adalah lambang suatu keabadian yg belum teridentifikasi hingga saat ini. Muthi itu orangnya
cepat nasteung, emosian,
dan kadang terlalu
memakai perasaan
sehingga radiasi apinya itu
tersebar cepat ke sekitar
lingkungannya. Namun di
balik itu semua terdapat
energi besar yg dapat
disimpan olehnya. Dia itu
seorang tempat curhat yg
baik dan aman. AIR + API =
UAP UDARA, UAP UDARA + AIR = HUJAN -> tanah dapat
kesegaran. Api itu vital
keberadaannya. Tipe
seorang pemikir dan sedikit
perfeksionis membuatnya
menjadi seorang tak
berekspresif dan agak
kaku. Punya 2 karakter
unik deh. Style-nya
cenderung kaku (zuko!)

4) WATER -> ini dia yg
terakhir. Yuni amidong
menurut saya. Dia ini tipe yg
adem ayem aja, seperti air
mengalir. Ya... Begitulah
kehidupannya. Jika
berbicara ttg air, air itu
berbicara ttg
keseimbangan,
keseimbangan di alam.
Tipikal orang yg cenderung
melihat masa lalu untuk
sebuah masa depan, agak
tersendat-sendat, tapi
kapilaritas air membentuk
yuni dan memampukan dia
mencari jawaban sendiri
atas setiap persoalannya.
Dialah inner beauty-nya
suasana persahabatan. Mau
masalah apapun jika dilihat
dari jauh, air tetaplah air yg
dingin, namun jika disentuh
ada yg dingin, hangat,
panas. Seorang pendengar
yg baik. Tipikal: orangnya
suka beruntung dan alay
(katara)


Rivan mah listrik sih. Listrik
itu tercipta karena ada
gaya tarik-menarik antara
udara di langit + tanah di
bumi karena adanya air,
sehingga ketika listrik
hingga menyentuh tanah
maka keluarlah api.

Volt -> Rivan

Dari kacamata aku, itulah
kalian.
Hehe...
(maaf kalo ada yg ga
sesuai)

Rabu, 08 Juni 2011

Lupa!

Eh aku teh janji mau ngejelasin 4 elemen ya? Lupa euy haha next post janji deh! :D